I miss you my silly bodyguard ♥

Listening to this song and make me think bout you..silly bodyguard lol
I miss your kiss..your touch.


[Guy]:
I know you want me girl
You think about me in your mind, am I right? Yeah
I think about you too
I feel it right here deep inside, it's all right yeah

And you tellin' me things that you wanna do
And I got plans to do things too
You know I wonder why you took so long and made me have to wait
Tell me where we start

[Girl]:
Let's sit down i need to kill time
Then sweep me off my feet after some while
Slowly please undress me
I ain't even playing when I say
We starting now

[Guy]:
Rollin round, up and down, up in this bed
I don't want you to forget

[Girl]:
Hope you remember my perfume, on you
After I

[Guy]:
Sex you down
One o'clock, two o'clock, three o'clock, four
Hope you come back for more

[Girl]:
Will you remember my perfume, on you?
After I

[Guy]:
Sex you down

Tonight I'm pretty much ready

[Guy and Girl]:
To do what you want me to
Do what you want me to

Tonight I'm pretty much ready

To do what you want me to
Do what you want me to yeah

[Guy]:
In the middle of the night when I call your phone
I love it when you tell me "Come get it I'm alone"
'Cause you know I can go all night
Before I leave I'm a give you bragging rights

[Girl]:
Let's sit down and need to kill time
Sweep me off my feet after some while
Slowly please undress me
I ain't even playing when I say
We starting now

[Guy]:
Rollin round, Up and down, up in this bed


I don't want you to forget

[Girl]:
Hope you remember my perfume, on you
After I

[Guy]:
Sex you down
One o'clock, two o'clock, three o'clock, four
Hope you come back for more

[Girl]:
Will you remember my perfume, on you?
After I

[Guy]:
Sex you down

We can do it all over the house
It sevedants from what we did on the couch

[Girl]:
It's on the counters in the kitchen
My love is what you missing
On every pillow when its time to lay it down

[Guy and Girl]:
Down on your body when you wake up

[Girl]:
So is my lip gloss and my makeup
You can't say

[Guy]:
You cannot wait

[Girl]:
Don't wanna escape

[Guy and Girl]:
Every time we do

[Guy]:
Rollin round, Up and down, up in this bed
I don't want you to forget

[Girl]:
Hope you remember my perfume, on you
After I

[Guy]:
Sex you down
One o'clock, two o'clock, three o'clock, four
Hope you come back for more

[Girl]:
Will you remember my perfume, on you?
After I

[Guy]:
Sex you down


Chris Brown Ft. Tyrese & Rich girl.

Will you...?

Love is like the air.

It's why i missing you like craving for air to breath.

I'll still looking forward for the next time.

I like the way you smile.

I like the way you laugh with me.

I like the way you hug.

I like the way you touch.

I like the way you kiss.

I love to look into your eyes,maybe it's sad cause i can't found myself there.
But i know someday,someday I'll found myself in your eyes.

I'll make it,cause i know i can and i will.

Will you wait for me?
Will you still be there when I'm ready?

Dear,I miss you.










*This is the only song playing in my playlist.
Love J.Reyez =]


*Wedding dress cover English version (J.Reyez and Tommy C)

你和我 不等于 我们

好久没有和你好好地聊
最近好像聊开了
总会不断的有话题
虽然
渐渐的
谈话内容变得有点限制级 lol
但是至少比之前聊得轻松自在多了

发现原来之前
我们那段所谓在一起的时间
却没有现在聊得多
很可笑?
还挺的~ lol

其实
从以前到现在
我还是搞不清楚
你喜欢过我什么
但我知道
被你喜欢的那段日子
我很幸福
也许 并不具体
但我真的觉得幸福

那是一种纯粹被你喜欢着的幸福 ^^


很开心我们到现在还能聊天乱扯一通~
i appreciated it seriously.
for you maybe I'm just a silly girl
but you're someone so special for me.
unique.
and no one can replace what you meant to me.
one and only.

如果有机会
你会告诉我
你到底喜欢过我什么吗? ;p
yea...S.K this post is especially for you.
G zai always appreciated what you did.
thank you.

weekend with sun and beach

i miss you like craving for air to breath

Hiding myself behind the shag.

Will you find out someday?

Do you really know how i feel?

It's always in my mind,
no matter how hard i try to hide.

And yea..i miss you.

27th April 2010
One in my soul, impressed date.

The day we meet....

*There's nothing else i can say..*

About the date...i think i already drag it around half year.

So...finally we make it.

Feel like wanna write it down...but i stunt in front my lappy for few minutes...few hours....few days.

At the end,i kept this post in my draft with title but empty contents.




Maybe what we did during the night was too much or too little...

Sometime,something..you'll craving for it when you're dizzy...and feel like want to forget it when you're getting sober up.

Agree? i bet you will. I mean "YOU".

A message from me.

I know i'm wrong since the first time i decided to meet you.

I know that i got no opportunity to go further.

I know what you need.

I know that's not what i meant to be.

But i did.



Did i regret? I guess no.

It's guilty instead of regret.



When will you stop?

Or should ask,
Will you stop it?



You love your kids,right?

And i bet they love their daddy too.

Daddy is always their hero.

Don't disappointed them.



They didn't realize doesn't mean you didn't hurt them.

It's harm.



I knew.

Cause i tried.



I know i got no right standpoint to tell this.




I know it's useless,
But please...do let me apologize to your wife and your children.

I'm sorry.






























If you're there,
Can you hear me?

God,can you hear my pray?

I know i've got to let it go.

错了. 有想过要改吗?

01:51 am.


突然
想念
手指在键盘上飞舞的感觉

有多久
没好好的
用文字诠释自己的心情


这段时期
很迷惘

生活里
好像很多事情
也好像过得好空


说起往事
偶尔
会失了神

想起童年
一家人开开心心一起住的板屋

想起第一天把chance抱回来的画面

想起搬家

想起妈妈总爱烘蛋糕

想起自己的叛逆期

想起第二次搬家

一起种龙眼树

很不想想起
我们一家人
怎么
都不能生活在一起了



当别人问起家里好不好时

我都只能

微牵嘴角

说不出一句话



爸爸
没有和我们一起住了
这算好吗?

妈妈
没有像以前一样以泪洗脸了
这算好吗?

我
麻木了
在这段日子里
不再执着于我们的家不能散
这算好吗?

他们
最近都没吵架了
这算好吗?

要一家人吃饭
不能随心
要预约
这算好吗?

每一次
看着爸爸从家门口离开
我不再哭
把眼泪流在心里
学着
赶快把门关上
不要看他
当作没一回事
这算好吗?



有时候
宁愿
能大哭一场

也不愿
像现在一样
眼泪总流不出

心
其实
也不是不难过


单纯的希望

这一切

是一场梦

醒来

泪不会再流

我们一家人还好好的

残酷的告诉自己

现实

并不是

单纯的希望

就会实现

我一直都相信
我们会再生活在一起

♥ Can i have your long sleeve...?

When i wear your long sleeve to sleeping,
♥ i love your smell on me,
feel like you cuddle me to fall asleep.

♥ dear,when can i get your long sleeve? ^^

♥ You ♥

You're my very first.

• Decided
• Not going to ask "why" and "how"
• I'm just going to tell you "I want it" and "I need it"
  

♥ 爱你 ♥

如果爱是武器
你是否
已把我伤得彻底

记得我们第一次聊天的时候吗...?
记得我们第一次的video call吗..?

也许很微不足道
但我都记得

记得很久之前,第一次看你fs profile的感觉..
记得在fs里收到你第一封信息那股莫名的兴奋...
记得第一次浏览你照片的那一份触动..
记得第一次和你msn那战战兢兢的感觉..
记得第一次和你video call的那份紧张...
记得我听了你对我说,我不能再笑了,因为你看了会上瘾,的那喜悦...
记得我开始会想你的感觉..
记得我给自己忠告,不能靠你太近的无奈..
记得那若有似无的暧昧...
记得那阵子的矛盾..
记得我总在叹气..
记得她们那阵子快受不了我的情绪低落...
记得我总在逞强..
记得第一次听你说爱我,却知道你不能的那心痛...
记得跟你说着"无所谓","我没事",却对着荧幕泪流不停的那感觉..
记得需要按着胸口呼吸,才不至于那么痛的情形..
记得连自己都不相信,爱你原来那么浓的疑惑...

这一些我都记得...

学会隐藏心事
学会遮盖伤心
学会痛着笑
学会只要能爱你就好
学会自嘲,原来有那么一天也会被我遇到
学会静静的想你就好
学会认清自己的位置
学会重复提醒自己还能爱就好


曾经
想过要逃
却想再看到你对我笑

曾经
想过放手,转身离开就好
却想再对着你笑

曾经
被罪恶感压的透不过气
却在空隙里拼命喘息也要爱你



在你离开的那几天里
我真的想过要放弃
试着不去想你
想告诉你
不想再这样下去
只是
当再和你接触
我又再一次
放弃了逃离的勇气

不要觉得对不起
因为你清楚知道
那并不会把我的无奈减少

只要
你能好好的爱我
哪怕
只要一次就好..

• 也许我一辈子都等不到
• 但只要一次
• 让我
• 亲口的对你说'爱你'就好
• 哪怕只要一次就好
  

不属于我

那片天空

早已属于

她

我又凭什么

从窥视里

得到安慰

X Silly Bodyguard X

to my dear silly bodyguard~ lol
i know u're fucking suey rite nw~
gt rob before....
and nw having bad flu...cough n sore throat..
lost ur wallet whn new year eve~
its sad case i guess~ lol
i know its hard to go thru n solve d probs tat u facing...
bt no one else can help..jz own self.
im jz d same......sometime fel like wanna escape frm all of tis. bt its useless.
at the end,we gonna face it,solve it,kick it ass~
so...jz smoke slowly,love trully,kiss softly n fuck hard~ v^^v Weeeeeeee~
hahaha~ don't u agree? =p
im stil waiting for ur xxxx...and stil i wil cook u a dinner ;)
i did shw baby...jz seems like something not allow us to~ lol
we'll make it whn we'll make it.....rite? lol
fate mayb.....see wat wil going on thn =)
if can make it....we marlboro 2gether thn~ v^^v

亲爱的...亲亲~~~

^*^
亲爱的...来,亲一个~
lol lol