Saturday, March 27, 2010

A message from me.

I know i'm wrong since the first time i decided to meet you.

I know that i got no opportunity to go further.

I know what you need.

I know that's not what i meant to be.

But i did.



Did i regret? I guess no.

It's guilty instead of regret.



When will you stop?

Or should ask,
Will you stop it?



You love your kids,right?

And i bet they love their daddy too.

Daddy is always their hero.

Don't disappointed them.



They didn't realize doesn't mean you didn't hurt them.

It's harm.



I knew.

Cause i tried.



I know i got no right standpoint to tell this.




I know it's useless,
But please...do let me apologize to your wife and your children.

I'm sorry.






























If you're there,
Can you hear me?

God,can you hear my pray?





I know i've got to let it go.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

错了. 有想过要改吗?

01:51 am.


突然
想念
手指在键盘上飞舞的感觉

有多久
没好好的
用文字诠释自己的心情


这段时期
很迷惘

生活里
好像很多事情
也好像过得好空


说起往事
偶尔
会失了神

想起童年
一家人开开心心一起住的板屋

想起第一天把chance抱回来的画面

想起搬家

想起妈妈总爱烘蛋糕

想起自己的叛逆期

想起第二次搬家

一起种龙眼树

很不想想起
我们一家人
怎么
都不能生活在一起了



当别人问起家里好不好时

我都只能

微牵嘴角

说不出一句话



爸爸
没有和我们一起住了
这算好吗?

妈妈
没有像以前一样以泪洗脸了
这算好吗?


麻木了
在这段日子里
不再执着于我们的家不能散
这算好吗?

他们
最近都没吵架了
这算好吗?

要一家人吃饭
不能随心
要预约
这算好吗?

每一次
看着爸爸从家门口离开
我不再哭
把眼泪流在心里
学着
赶快把门关上
不要看他
当作没一回事
这算好吗?



有时候
宁愿
能大哭一场

也不愿
像现在一样
眼泪总流不出


其实
也不是不难过


单纯的希望

这一切

是一场梦

醒来

泪不会再流

我们一家人还好好的

残酷的告诉自己

现实

并不是

单纯的希望

就会实现




我一直都相信
我们会再生活在一起

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

♥ Can i have your long sleeve...?


When i wear your long sleeve to sleeping,
i love your smell on me,
feel like you cuddle me to fall asleep.






dear,when can i get your long sleeve? ^^

Monday, March 1, 2010

♥ You ♥



You're my very first.

















  • Decided
  • Not going to ask "why" and "how"
  • I'm just going to tell you "I want it" and "I need it"